Sunday, March 18, 2007

FRESH PRODUCE

I really need to have a fresh start....its been a long time coming and it is really time to let go. As much as it hurts. And as much as i dont want to, as much as i want to keep trying to get him back kor convince him that he made a big mistake....nothing i say will convince him....if it hasn't by now....i probably will never be able to. In any case...noone should have to convince another to be with them. So i'm not sure why i keep doing it. I just hate this rejection and feeling that she may be better. What's so much better about her. I know i shouldn't think that way but its so hard.

can someone tell me the best way to get over someone? The best way to not sit and compare myself to this new girl? Its been 8 months and i'm still talking to this guy after how much he's hurt me. I guess that explains why i'm not over him yet. I guess i won't know if i can be over him until i try...optimism here i come.

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